Ugh definitely feeling foiled today, physically that is.
Well Saturday night I took A's sister out. (A is my live in boyfriend of 5 years now) So we met up with a group of my friends in the city and a few tequila shots later....lets just say I ended up with the worst blisters on my feet I think anyone has ever had. Oh my they hurt.
Ok so on top of that....ha....Sunday we met at a park with a beach to get together with A's family for a shin dig or Christmas in July (on Aug. 1st). I waded in this nasty lake for hours watching kids play. If I think I got an infection in my blisters from just standing in this lake, those kids are in for a treat. YUCK I do not want to think of the possible parasites that could be eating away my immune system right now. So I here I soak.
and sulk apparently.
Foiled, you ask? Well isn't everyone, in someway. Lets put it this way, for as nice as I am I do have a mean, impulsive, sarcastic, manipulative side to me as well. I'm no saint, those are few and far between and even then, I might not believe them that they are free and clear of all sin. I am foiled because I have sinned I guess. Plently.
Maybe my real foil is that I am okay with it.
No regrets, it all is shaping me into the person that I presently am, will be. I kind of like this person.
Today's agenda: hope my foot doesnt fall off, get an oil change...at 9:30 (why do I do this to myself), shop for WEFest, and get organized. I can always get more organized. A tells me I make too many lists. I have too!! I can't have all that information in my head, once its down on paper I'm good. I do constantly have tons of things on my mind...its almost to the point of anxiety....but that's another foil for another time.
